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crumpler bag
billabong pencil case
new wallet
new specs
ears pierced
second earhole
braces
cyndi with u album
new school bag
puma/other handbag
another wallet
new slippers
two more shorts
grow till 160cm!!
lose 3 kg!
good results for once
more cash!(:


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one endurance 05'
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adeline
amanda ho
amanda wong
belinda
cindy
cynthia
emily
emma
germaine
huiwen
iris
jacintha
jianhuan
jiaying
jieli
kongrui
meiyan
melody
melody ko
melodi
odelia
pooja
sharon
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yanping
yanyan
yanyi
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!GOSSIPS


10/29/2006
10/29/2006 02:32:00 PM

yesterday went to some chinese global awards thing. saw a lot of stars, like duh. oh, i saw jonathan! at a close distance okay, people, get jealous. but he still look bad, although mel claims that he looks quite good. rubbish. so then went in, waited, and the thing started. oh, i swear cao ge or gary la, whatever you wanna call him, is the cutest thing on earth. then the others, okay la. also, i realised tank looks worse there than on tv. and ella is just simply again, seeking attention like what she always do. and i learnt a lot of other groups and singers names yesterday in china, called what shui mu nian hua shit, and the others, forget alr. so well, left at 11 cause mel's just irritating me so badly that she wants to go home and watch arsenal(sp?). here's s sentence i learnt from you: don't know, don't bother, don't care. and yes, i mean it. so left la, her dad fetch us home and dropped mum's friend at mrt station. and oh, i ate supper! which is like such a bad thing, because it's so going to make me gain a few pounds. curse it.

something to crack you up: what do you call a pig who knows karate? answer is pork chop! ha!
okay response please: hahaha/ -.-"

and yet another meaningless post.


10/28/2006
10/28/2006 12:22:00 PM

okay. so now continue with the previous post.

emma: the one who claims that i claw people not pain! the truth is, it's pain! it's just that i give ms emma lim face, thus spare her. be honoured okay! look at jieli, real life example, although now i think the scar not there alr. (:

zhenzhi: jay chou. seriously no comments. just, i don't like him. yes, you might be thinking that different people have different tastes, and i know that you're glad that yours is different from me, you mean one! but nevermind, i'm nice, so i shall forgive you. (:

grace: the cute bear! the one and only person in the world wide world that resembles the bear so much. it's true i tell you. even when you climb the rock wall also la, shocking and funny. hahaha. okay, enough of bear language. btw, it's nice talking to you too. (:

belinda: when i say rahimah, you will go" ahhhh". HAHA. and you play the piano well right. there's not many people who can play the piano la, including me, which makes you special. your enthuness also fills the class with joy la.

irfana: you're always laughing at the silliest things which i think is so cute la. and you're our class' wang fei hong! hahaha, no offence eh. hah.

jacintha: the one who used to pass the phoneweb message to me last time. i know you're scared of calling me because i always seem to be so fierce on the phone. that's so not true okay! haha. it's actually the timing la. you always got it wrong. example, there's this one time when a person called several times and there's no voice. freaking pissed off. then when you called, i just sort of shouted hello back. cannot blame me right. hahaha.

jeeva: the quiet but smart girl. the representative for our class for the be yourself day thin! aha, ehh, i saw you on the school magazine leh. (:

huisei: the one i always see in bus 82 when going home early. then you'll be sitting in front reading your thick thick book! haha, i so admire you can. how i wish i can read a book without dozing off. oh, and don't transfer okay! (:

kongrui: you really don't like already? i don't believe you! haha. anyways, you always piss me off with your words la. so hurting you know. haha. but i know that actually you have a soft heart inside! haha, <3! (:

valerie: i remember you telling us stories about you in primary school days during lessons. haha. and you dance right, so admire la. wish i could too, but apparently i can't right. ha.

cindy: the one who's a cat before she's a human! haha. no one can really be compared to you for clawing! super pain! i've already had a taste of it. ehh, scared of you you know. haha, give in to me leh. (:

yanyan: the one who always say things about that certain person trying to me jealous and threatens me sometimes! well, glad you've stopped ah, if not.. hahaha. and you transfering? don't lah! ):

jiaying: i still remember that i taught you maths! so proud of my achievement! ((: i can be a teacher when i grow up, because in the end, you understand alr! haha, you better thank me a thousand times okay. haha. (:

jieli: the threatener! i'm not going to be threatened by you anymore. lalala. such a meanie la you. i shouldn't have told you! and you know what's the worst thing, you don't even feel bad! where got such person one. hahahaha, are you burning? want more fuel anot.

maha: cao shuang taught me this. want blame, blame her! haha. okay, so it goes like that: maha, maha, maha. maha, maha, maha, check it out. (sing it to the tune of my humps) hahah! okay, i shall not be mean. you can be cute and funny at times la! (:

mary: the one who's always friendly to me! haha, the one who always says hi to me. i've never been mean to you, so nothing to say sorry about. haha, see, i'm niccceee. (:

melodi: the one entertaining me during english period! haha, we like to discuss whether that is her stead anot right? hahaha! and sometimes you lame with me. (:

amni: the last duty at the gate in the morning when i was a probate was with her! haha, we have the same mentor! haha, thanks for saying good luck to me during exams! (:

athirah: the funny girl who always entertains the class! haha. oh, and during cca, it's fun to look at what note you're playing when i forgot! haha, then we'll look at each other, and when i play wrong, you play wrong! when you play wrong, i also play wrong! haha! but now you've changed note. ):

odelia: the one who always compete with her artwork with me! ya la, you're talented, but me too! and during photoshop, you keep asking me questions. ahha, it's alwys good to feel clever! ha. thick skinned.

cynthia: my recess buddy! your letter was so sweet la, thanks! (: and ya, it's fun being with you. and don't be sad at times, cause i'm worse than you! let's go kill that jerk sometime okay! see, i'm not siding with her anymore. (:

piriya: although you're not here in singapore anymore, i still love you! my buddy. you heartless ah, left me buddy-less for so long! ): nevertheless, it's still great to know you la, i know you're nice. (:

denise: oh, my turn! haha, what else can i say to myself? hello! -.-"

ranjidha: i always confuse her during maths! haha. because i don't understand what, what to do. so as a normal human being, of couse i will ask the person sitting beside me right. haha, then i guess my questions somehow make sense, so in the end confused her! sorry eh, and the confusion sort of passed on to cynthia too! ha! (:

roodra: genius ah. you always score well for your exams. how did you do that one? haha, clever la. teach me sometime eh?

swathika: the righteous girl! haha. i'm actually quite impressed by you, because you dare to voice out your opinions. and during rock wall, you really entertained me la. super cute la. (:

sharaniya: roodra's best friend! haha. you're also smart la. both of you are smart!

sharon: zing zhen dui shou! haha, but now we both don't like already, so it doesn't really matter. haha. and the one you showed me really is ugly! hahaha. i'm not being mean okay, is really. HAHA. (:

zhimin: so called tong ban tong xue. haha, but now, i don't think so already la. sometimes you are also lame. hahaha. and last time we used to call each other jian nu ren which i think is so not civilised la. haha.

germaine: the other si ying! haha. siying is so cool la, and also dance! which is like so cool, for me la. she always goes " yo, si ying. " to me. haha. but somehow i don't know how to respond. should i reply yo si ying back? haha, it's so weird la. so, i'm not being dao. haha.

iris: the lame one! haha. and the one who says that i'm a malay during the first few days of sec 1. this one i knwo how to react: walao. hahaha. do i really look like malay? i'm 100% chinese okay! with chinese blood flowing in my body. okay, nvm. we also like to lame together! esp during geog lesson! (:

vaishnave: the small but powerful one! can you believe it, she's the only one in our rock wall group that climbed all the way to the top for the curved wall? like woah lah! so moral of the story: small is powerful, believe it. hahaha.

ziqi: the lame one. who claims that i'm also lame. like -.- where got. and she's not lame( she can walk) , she's lamb. hahaha. boy, am i glad that i'm human, not chicken, not lamb, but human. HAHAHA. (:

and yet another meaningless post.


10/26/2006
10/26/2006 08:35:00 PM

so, today's the last day of school. had mass first thing in the morning. this time i felt that it's so empty la. despite the fact that i cannot see anything too. the words on the powerpoint slides, couldn't join in and all. just sat there squinting my eyes, hoping to get a glimpse of what's happening up there. i didn't even get to see the birds properly lah. but oh wells. but i think the releasing of the 2 birds was the most intruiging part. it's like first time ever, for me la. and just, i don't know how to say la, just somehow nice?

then after mass had the japan exchange thing and all, i didn't really care much la, partly because i need to go to the toilet badly. and it's just somehow not the right time? i don't know la. so finally, there's this break at this point of time. phew. okay, i sound so sick.

after that, recess-ed. so stupid la, always picking on me one. look around please, there're other people too okay. biased! ):

then went to ct venue and got back our report books and all. okay, i'm real slow. i thought my grades were improving lah. apparently, i was wrong! my level position dropped 10 positions okay. how pathetic can that be. and class position, don't even talk about it. all i can tell you is that it's one of the behind ones. i've put in effort already okay! damn.

so went back to hall for later part of the programme. omgod, this year's cheer competition isn't good lah, actually, it kinda sucked. firstly, for half the time, i couldn't even hear what was lynn talking about. stupid mike problems again la, always have to ruin everything. then second, the othee person's mike was too loud lah. like how dumb can that be. but besides that, it's still boring.

then, aiya, don't feel like typing about school anymore.

so okay, i was really pissed off when we have to choose the subject combinations again. it's like plain idiotic lah. you know what are the options? the first one is the normal double sciences one la, but the other one is like plain shit. okay, i've got no problems with the made compulsory pure lit because i like lit la, but then there's only one science. and that is not even a pure one la. combined okay. then you tell me, what can i be when i grow up? super angry. you might be thinking, then you choose the double sciences one la. my foot. i cannot even choose okay, not up to standard. but nevertheless, i still took a gamble and chose that option la. then they were saying that i sure get scolded by elangovan. aiya, i don't care alr la.

okay, enough of the unhappy things la. now i'm going to talk about the class. by the way, it isn't a happy thing either. and rather sad i guess.

seriously speaking, i don't know whether i should be happy or sad. happy because that this is a new fresh start, you'd always gotta look on the bright side. thinking that, oh you are going to make new friends there, with a new environment, and most probably, speaking english. since now my chinese sucked so bad, even my english is higher than chinese. then this is a good oportunity to build up your english standard since also that you're talking lit next year. and that finally you need not put up with the people you simply can't stand. you know what, i was thinking that this may be a good thing after all, until today.

alot of people may be walao-ing me now right. nvm. bare in mind the until today okay. hah. sad because of the friends i have to part with as some of the good ones landed up in the 8 subjects combination. and of course, the class! for it is already 2 years, for once i thought the class was cold blooded and filled with bitches which have two sides of them. however, i was wrong. they turn out to be nice people after all.

two diligence, this special class always will remain in my heart forever. for we have shed tears and laughters through times. and yes, the class which remained the same for two years, the bonds truely have became stronger.

aiya, i don't really know how to express myself la. just now when i saw grace or someone crying in the hall, i suddenly had a thought of crying you know. it's like so rare la.

so, i would like to thank every single person in the class who have made my 2 years in sjc worth while.

yanping: the one with the craze for the not-so-well-liked-by-me renfu. i still can't figure out what you like about him la, couldn't compare to mengzhe at all. mengzhe's much much better than him, get it? ha.

caoshuang: okay, to tell the truth, i'm pissed of by her don't care or rather no feeling attitude. so irritating! okay, sometimes only la. however, it's still a pleasure to have her around! love you lots, zhushen. (:

jianhuan: my husband in the adeline skit! am i taller than you? haham you just seem short lah. okay, look who's talking. i'll always remember you and your oh-so-unique high-pitched laughter la. (:

juliana: my so-called son? haha. don't know la, named by zhushen. anyhows, it's always great to have you around! haha, thanks for accompanying me to the toilet today. oh by the way, my nails are much nicer than yours okay!(:

clara: the one who came from the same primary school as me! haha, yio chu kang right. still remember that i always see you in the stadium with jacinda. well, in secondary, haven't got a chance to know you well la, but i know you're one smart girl.

stop her first la, continue tomorrow, my brother wanna use. not being bullied by him please.

and yet another meaningless post.


10/23/2006
10/23/2006 09:04:00 PM

okay. my specs' broken. ): can't really tell you how i broke it, well, not i, someone else, because it'll really be so stupid and hilarious. and jieli went around telling people la, -.-". so, school today without specs was really horrible. i'll tell you 10 reasons why this is so:

1. first thing in school, kongrui came to tell me that i look like i havent slept in ages. then after that i went to the toilet and saw, oh my god, ghost ah.
2. i couldn't see anything.
3. photoshop for a whole day, without specs means you're nothing more than a handicap.
4. took out that old specs, super ugly.
5. hotplate tasted utterly horrible today.
6. pissed off by myself when i couldn't get inspiration to do the cover design properly. but then in the end was not bad la. ha. he took down my name! hah, show off-er.
7. pissed off by myself again because i keep wanting to go to the toilet during photoshop lesson.
8. nobody was at the canteen.
9. missed basketball interclass cause time seems to take years to pass, so pissed off and went home with jieli.
10. when i almost reached home, cynthia called and said basketball interclass started. fuck la. you don't know how pissed off i am la. walao-ed like a million times.
11. couldn't see anything on tv. blurred vision la.

okay, so there's 11 of them. thank god there's no school tomorrow. okay! i'm done moaning.

12. christina's album really ain't nice! disappointed luh. but some songs are okay la.

and yet another meaningless post.


10/21/2006
10/21/2006 08:02:00 PM

i've made my choice alr! hahaha. i dunno whether i'll regret it or not, but, that's for the future la! oh wells. so well, i've chosen ss and lit, chemistry, and physics. dunno wether can anot la, but yup. before choosing, i had a problem with whether to take geog or lit. it's really driving me nuts la. geog is i can do well, but i don't like, although there will be human geography which i like la. but then still, don't like. i don't wanna study like a mad cow again alr, just concentrating on my sciences. and for lit, i practically sucked at it but i like it a lot. rather disappointed with the sa2 results la, but oh wells. i dunno la. my dad ask me to choose lit because he thinks it seems interesting, but tells me to put in more effort. then my mom ask me to choose geog because i scored better. then other people asked me to follow my heart and stuff la. i'm really irritated by it la. why can't they just have both. like the 6 subs one. but 6 subs don't have amath, so that means, i can't be a doctor. so no way la. so yeah. oh wells! i've chosen and just, live with my decision. strive hard next year ah. haha. yes, i've done printing! ((: so well, byebye. (:

and yet another meaningless post.


10/20/2006
10/20/2006 06:39:00 PM

so well, school today's alright. in the morning checked maths paper again, cause ms koh rechecked to sort of give us chance to have more marks or something. i dunno la. so well, checked, and i had an additional one mark! haha, yeah right. oh, tell me, what's the difference between 18cm and 18.0cm? walao la! i've got one mark deducted because of this. how great.

then after that skit performance by 2a and 2c group 1. then when the second group is about to go up, mrs elangovan(spelling?) came in. we were like wondering it's elangovan or elangoban. cause cynthia and grace said it's elangovan, but i say it's elangovan. haha. it's quite dumb la.

haha. so anyway, stopped the skit first cause this is more important what. so the atmosphere became very intense, cause you know, results. then after she said how to choose online and stuff, we went to the back of the hall to check what's the level position. man, i was so nervous la. because i did badly for sa2 you know, despite the fact that i've studied. how nice. so i went to the 6 subjects side to check first, crossing my fingers that i won't get in. and yes, i didn't! haha. but overall, my level position still like shit la. 80 something. but considered i've improved? during mid year was like 100 plus, then now.. so yup. what more can i ask for.

haiya, then saw some people so sad, then i sad alr. people, cheer up! although i dunno how to comfort them, i still hope that they'll be happy la. life still has to go on. cheer up, be optimistic. try harder next year, you'll never know what'll happen. miracles do happen! ((:

so after recess, had a trip to the science centre there for the omnimax theatre show. okay, i couldn't say that the show was really interesting, but it's not bad la. at least it's better than those shows which we've gone the other time, i literally fell asleep can. then after the movie, went to look around then went to the waterworks there. hhaa, don't intend to get wet one but then sharon pulled me to the water! haha, thanks huh. but not totally drenhed la, so it's okay.

then back to school! then the basketball competition was cancelled, so went to compass to have lunch. walked around then home-d! (:

oh btw, the haze didn't really affect me at all. is it my problem? haha, i don't feel anything at all! weird huh. while there's others sneezing away.

exercising tomorrow with huiwennnn! let's lose weight together okay! haha. (:

and yet another meaningless post.


10/19/2006
10/19/2006 06:35:00 PM

so bloody pissed off la. typed like a whole lot just now, and the computer just gone mad la. now i have to do everything again. great. ahhh, nevermind.

so should i start with tuesday? yeah, i think i should. heh. practically just talking to myself lah. so anyways, tuesday. town-ed with cynthia and caught stay alive. cynthia actually thought it was a romance love love type of movie because you know, me, so called naive girl. which is so not true la. so yup. it wasn't really scary at all. so much for putting the hopes too high. so well, after that, went to shop and all. window shopped okay, you know how tortouring that was? man. hence, i've came up with the plans of my holidays:

1. find a job.
2. shopping.
3. work.
4. more shopping please.
5. exercise!

haha, exercise. yes! i'm determined this time to go down to the stadium at least 3 times a week! to run la, haha. so back to the topic. i can't believe that cynthia oh didn't really like to shop la. it's like shopping! every girl should like one la. ha, okay, i'm girl la.

wednesday.
which is yesterday. omg. it was like one of the worst days of my life. got back most of the results, and i tell you, it simply sucks la. guess what, my second highest subject is english la! it's supposed to be one of the lowest. cheena is even lower than english la, i think. so stupid can. fuck the zao ju la. sigh. and yes, i failed science. i failed physics and bio. shit them la. see, i'm pathetic. happy?

today/thursday.
got back the rest of the results, maths, home econs and art. i can't take a maths if they are not going to lower down the standard. then what else is left huh. hais. but luckily i passed. then home econs. i was overjoyed for nothing. so dumb la, i actually took ranjidha's paper at first which was like wrong! she got 84.5! walao la! then after that found out that i actually got a b3, when everyone got an A. fine. then art. okay, art's really shocked me. haha. i got 70 for sa2. HAHAHA. how hilarious can that be. it's ugly la i can tell you. i almost couldn't finish it in time. lalala. haha. then i was like damn, i should've done it in this standard last time. but overall still b3 la. ): bahh, i'm sad. then after recess, photoshop. it's okay la, not that boring also. haha. crap.

my future is so ruined. in primary school, i used to think that i'm clever. because of the not-studying-but-produced-good-results thing. now, i know i'm wrong. i'm dumb. is it my fault? fuck la.

oh, and i know that this blogskin looks bimbotic and bitchy. changing soon lah.

and yet another meaningless post.


10/13/2006
10/13/2006 04:46:00 PM

exams are finally over, ending with the last paper, maths. okay, talking about maths, i left a lot of blanks, which means paper 1 is already deducted by 11, and paper 2, 14. stupid lah. so conclusion is the i'm so going to flunk most of my papers, plus maths. first, english. no confidence, you know, it's english. the summary is like total shit, not even 15 points. next, geography. okay, it's okay la. then lit, crapping all the way. hoping to get just a little more marks. and i think i've got the meaning of the question wrong. great. after that was science. science is like really so dead. bio, please please please let me pass, at least for once. heh, you've guessed it. not even once in this year did i pass my bio. so bloody saddening la. and please let me do well in chem. the was history. it'll be easy if i study! really! damn it lah, just not enough time to study okay. man. then home econs. aiya, forget about it. didn't really study much. it'll just have to see how much common sense i have in me then. which is like.. ha. then art. haiya, i wanted it to turn out uch much much nicer one okay. and i almost ain't able to complete it in time, while the woman behind me reg. 26 finished it like so early la, while i rush it out. so stupid. then yes, maths! pray hard man.

thousands i should have today. damn.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! ((:

and yet another meaningless post.


10/11/2006
10/11/2006 08:25:00 PM

two songs i'm deadly atttracted to now. kiss the girl and if we were a movie. super nice. (:

if we were a movie.

Uh oh
There you go again talking cinematic
Yeah you
You're charming, got everybody star struck
I know
How you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see

[Chorus:]
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend that you fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song(Yeah)

Yeah, yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure
Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la
I'll be acting through my tears
Guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for the scene I'm in

[Chorus]

Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together
It's for real
Now playing
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more than in my mind
I see it
Could be amazing (could be amazing)

[Chorus x3]

*mel. i got the lyrics alr. ha. it's 100% correct. (:

kiss the girl.

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It's possible she wants you too
There's one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Chorus:
Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
it's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl
go on and kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Nows your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
The time will be better
She don't say a word
And she wont say a word
Until you kiss the girl (kiss the girl)

Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
it's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl
Shalalalala
Don't be scared
You better be prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl(kiss the girl)
(oh, ohnoo..)
(kiss the girl, kiss the girl)

Lalalala, Lalalala
Go on and kiss the girl
Lalalala, Lalalala
Go on and, kiss the girl

Repeat Chorus

Lalalala, Lalalala(Go on and kiss the girl)
Go on and kiss that girl
Lalalala, Lalalala(Go on and kiss the girl)
Go on and kiss the girl
Kiss the girl(Kiss the girl)

Go on and kiss the girl

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10/11/2006 07:40:00 PM

okay. so there's chinese today. such a disaster can. first was paper 2 which i thought was after recess. then a lot of words still haven't learn yet. but then luckily, among all the words i've learnt, 5 came out. ha, so little right? yeah. so caused like the loss of marks for the picking out the wrong words sectiona and the zao ju. zao ju i think i only know ji ren li xia is what only, then the rest i dunno la. then after the paper, i found out that i had the meaning wrong! like wtf. tsk. tsk. then after recess was paper 1. so stupid la. i keep vibrating can. all because of the man that is suppose to give out papers to those who need more. ya, that man. mr ng or something. aiya dunno la. then he keep running around, then the other teachers ain't able to have a chance to give out the papers. omg, it was like super hilarious can. i almost burst out in laughter when mrs sharon ho turned around to laugh at him. like the action was super cute la, and funny. hahaha. and that man totally dstracted me from the paper! i couldn't write properly, cause no emotions. i was about to write a touching story when this man ran around trying to give paper to each student that raised their hands. ahh, so screwed up la. i swear that if i lose lim jie li in chinese is all because of him! haha. is not excuses okay, it's like really! then after that more distractions came when the other people leave the hall as our paper's duration was longer. haiya, die. so well, anyway, tomorrow's art and home econs. wish me luck man.

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10/10/2006
10/10/2006 06:08:00 PM

i feel so bad for forgetting that's today's my father's birthday. luckily there's the organiser in my phone to remind me. but i still feel super bad! it's like in the morning i didn't even say happy birthday to him when he remembered when is my birthday and gave me such a great gift. i love you daddy. i haven't even bought any present yet la. curse the exams. this morning i was like oh no, shit, trying to absorb every last information to my head. and yes, i didn't not finished studying. i studied like not more than half of bio can. so screwed up. and history! it's suppose to be easy if you really go and study. but then of course it wasn't easy for me as i just merely browsed through all the pages last minute. seriously no time can. curse that person who arranged the exam timetable la. tell me, who puts history and science together in one day? shit that person la. so tomorrow's mother tongue. now there's words to learn how to write, form sentences and all. all back to like in primary school. so stupid la. should've told us earlier right. like in the beginning of the year or something. aiya, don't care already la. i would be glad to just get the chance to take 7 subjects. then i'm satisfied. oh no, i'm dying, dying.. dead. offically announced dead.

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10/05/2006
10/05/2006 06:48:00 PM

omgod. i was bloody pissed off just now when i found out that somehow my computer's stuff had all vanished. poof, gone. like wtf can. all my stuffs, gone. so idiotic lah. so well, am printing history notes now. so much la can. oh wells. so schoool today, i feel so not accomplished okay. can you believe it? i took about 3 to 4 days revising my geography, and only 5 lessons of it was complete. like wtf can. yes, distractions and all, but how? i can't control what. sigh. so out of time can. and i'm supposed to skip school today because there was a lot of free periods. but guess what, i didn't. why? because i thought that there was the stupid cd skit today. which turns out to be after the exams. am i slow or am i slow la huh. i need my sleep so badly okay. no energy, how to memorize? haha, whatever la.

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10/02/2006
10/02/2006 04:04:00 PM

haha. you know what. neopets is still sending me mails. it's like years never go in alr. ha, ya. those times. so, haven't beeen mugging hard for end of year. i feel so empty. everytime i've reached home, i tell myself to study. but you know what? i end up sleeping because i was too tired. how's that. yes i can visualize and pray, but i can't actualize la. so much for the perfect plan to get me As. ahh. there's 3 free periods today because mdm hassanah and mr pang are not here. and guess what. a lot of people are studying. like omgosh, with so many distractions in class, i can't study in this environment. but look at them, across the row there are at least one to two. poeple writing notes and all. oh wells. man, why am i here. i should be studying now right. ha, right. so well, this is so going to be the last post until the exams. this time is real. it's time to focus alr. get'cha head in the gamebooks. ha.

you know what. last week has gave me a whole lot of information of what people could turn out to be. now i know why i see stuff in other people's blog saying it ain't that simple, blah blah. now i know. people who seem to be close to you, doesn't mean they like you. and who knows, they might be talking behind your back. a real life example: person a turns and say bad things about person b, and when person b turns over and ask her something, person a's attitude totally changed. and i mean a 360 degrees turn okay. and just a lot more la. okay, another example: person a says hi to person b. and person b replies hi back. and then person a turns and tell me that she didn't expect person b to reply back because she didn't like her. like wtf can. and ya, lots more la. just didn't want to say everything out. but omg la. what has happened to the human race. i know i'm slow, i've figured everything out only till now. ahh, oh wells. so not an innocent bunch of people.uhm, don't hesitate if you're thinking of whether i'm talking about you. because i am. ha, i mean it.

Happy birthday adeline and odelia! (:

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